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hey

2005-07-04T20:27:17Z

happy 4th of july everii one!!! well i have alot 2 say! Yesterday i went 2 sasha's house and we all went in her pool . her family was there . her cousins priscilla , and albert were there ... and her lil cuzs 2 ~~ well when me ~nd~ albert saw each other we smiled . damn i wished nicky wuz there 2 see it ... she always thought we wud end up 2gether ... the deal with me now is this - ok i wuz @ sashas house nd well b4 i had talked 2 my bf ricky and he sayd he was gon try 2 come 2 see me but he hadnt called me so i was like ok i guess he not coming. then he calls me when im @ sashas house having fun and he tells me he brought sasha ex which is his cuz . they had cum 2 see us nd well i sayd hey u didnt call us 2 let us know ya'll were coming...s its not my fault we cant chill 2nyt..both cousins flipt!!! they got mad @ us nd i got fukin pist off @ ricky . then he kept calling nd hanging up !!! wtf ryt? well anyways i hadnt talked 2 albert sasha cuz in a long time . the thing wit me n him was that we met at a party and eva since we liked each other . he had my number and i did 2 but his fone got wet in the pool and his numbers erased so yea he had no way 2 call me. so when i saw him last nyt all these memories came rushing bak @ me . o well . then we started talking and we got each others #'s again and well i dunn0 sum way we grabbed eahc other and went in sashas room and made out....wow i cant believe it either sasha!! lol *wink* then the rest of the night we gave each other looks nd smiles . but it was fun . it was fun 2 4get bout ricky 4 a night especially after all that damn drama had happened! well im out .... i really dunn0 if i shud break up wit ricky now dat im having feelings 4 alberto ... nay suggestions? im up 4 any..
luv always,
cynthia!!!! :: La NeNa ::

hey papi's y mami's

2005-07-03T20:04:09Z

omg im soooo bored! i have 2 update more often . well things wit ricky r soo good ! i really like my baby boi danny aka ricky pa siempre.... wow! well ive been talking to other guys but im not gon cheat on my bf cuz well i dont do dat anymore but hey if it happens it happens! but ima try not to but hey those parties i go 2 can be very tempting! gosh! well i went to a party last night and i met sum fine guys and got #'s but i wont call . lol . i bet they will cal b4 i do..they alwys do neways. omg this summer has been good! im chillin talkihng 2 my bf everyhday and chillin wit him on weekends. even thou he lives in hialeah but its all good . we gon chill 2day 2!!!! omg its gonna be romantic...neways bye bye peoples ...stay sexy 4 the guys and 4 the girls....well stop hating on them females!
luv always
cynthia

como ta mi gente?!

2005-06-22T16:51:58Z

hey peoples!!! well 2day i went to the gym and just lokked at fine asz guys! wooo~i got in the hot tub and this guy was like wit the perfect body and was tryin 2 spit sum game @ me .....but i got a bf so i didnt fall 4 that shyt! he looked like a playa anyways .... yea so i havent talked 2 my baby 2day yet but i will..hes @ fukin work, but he gon quit and go sell cars @ sum dealership cuz its easier.. and hes ogin 2 college in the fall so it'll all be good 4 him . ima see him this weekend ! omg his brother got shot last nyt and my baby was so scared! i felt so sad 4 his bro and him cuz i kno it has 2 be realli hard 4 him to be takin dat shyt! i wud be crying sooo much but i was calmin hi down......

i was talkin 2 my baby and he sayd sutin dat he gon try 2 hook up his homeboy wit my homegrl..hes name is alex and he lives close 2 my baby and my homegrl lives close 2 me 2.......hey nicky gon get wit alex!!! well i dunn0 yet but hopefully they'll like each other..i mean sasha liked his cuz and well it'll be so good if we all hook up wit their family...hey nicky u better like him or i'll kick yo booty..LOL. well im out..

luv always,

cynthia ::La NeNa:: ricky ~nd~ cynthia 6.17.05

xavi ~nd~ sasha 6.19.05

latinamami1 @ 2005-06-14T15:56:00

2005-06-14T20:00:24Z

hey peopples ! how are u? well anyways im so bored . well so far i met this guy ..... his name is ricky but his real name is danny . hes cuban and rican and fine as hell ! u know ! he really likes me . he really wana get wit me , he always telling me he wana get wit me so bad cuz i really am the grl 4 him . hes 19 so fine!!!! i kno im crazy but thats ight..u kno.....gotta keep dat on the DL...yea sasha hes cuban and yea nicky hes rican so ya'll will like him ! hes really built . hes got a nice chest , ripped abs .... everything! hes hott shyt! lol . well lately ive just been goin 2 the gym and been just chillen goin out wit frineds 2 parties and shyt . also babysittin 4 $$$$$ cuz ima go on a huge shopping spree for high school clothes ! shyt ima be lookin good . the first day...shyt no female betta look @ me derrty ima kick her ass stick her in her face if she do ! lol i gotta calm down wit that..lol. well holla bak @ ur grl cynthia~! nena~

heyyyy

2005-06-10T04:57:37Z

hey peoples how are u? well im here just u know bored . 2day i stayed home sleeping and going online the whole day .. i was gonna go to the gym but my mom was lazy so didnt take me..o well .. i'll go 2marow for a long time cuz i just love going now ! well anyways 2day just sucked cuz my sister , my step dad , and my mom went to my grandmas house and i didnt which sucks cuz i wudve had a good time there..i always do ....cuz hey its miami shyt! well dats about it ............

well since i havent updated in a time ima tell yall wuts been goin on ..... school ended ( im sure yall knew dat but just leme write it ) and well we graduated out of middle school go panthers ~! class ov 05" wooooooo! we had a fun barbeque and it was off the chain! lol . well anyways i got to take alot of pictures 2 remember my friends and well i will see some next year but some i wont .......:( . but i got their emails and #'s so its all good! got picZ of hot guys and well will show my friend natasha up in jacksonville fl wut shes missing .

this summer im goin 2 juz stay home and work so i can buy cute clothes for high school . ima prolly have no room left cuz i alredy have a closet nd drawers full of clothes but thats ok...i'll throw out some!lol. so yea .... ima prolly go to jacksonville for a week to go see my aunts and uncles and spend some time wit my bestest friend natasha ...... boricua ! lol she krazi like a mother fuck**! anyways while im up there , there will be a reggeaton / hip hop festival concert so ima go fa sho !!!! shyt yall think ima miss that ? yall krazi shyt!

so far i dont have a bf yet . im talkin 2 this guy travis but hes not my type of bf more like a good friend ... i dunn0 i betta find one this summer so i can chill wit him . cuz the summer is perfect for love cuz u get 2 spend time wit a person like everyday shyt! get yall freaks on! lol ima holla @ yall later!

luv always ,

holla! cynthia aka NeNa BeLLa !

hey i missed ya'll!

2005-04-20T23:42:27Z

hey peoples~ i missed ya'll ! i wuz in jacksonville 4 like 4 days ~n~ i had so0o much fun! i wuz chillen with my family and my homegrl natasha! we went 2 da mall ~n~ i also went 2 her school ~ there wuz cute guys thurr! lol. i had so0o much fun , i took lots ov pics wit her . she want me 2 move there but ima think bout it . im just tired ov south florida's style i been living herre all ma life ~n~ i think its time 4 a change. maybe i will maybe i wont. u kno? well i aint gon go inot 2 much detail cuz u kno.....its personal wut i did up der. :)....jus ask thou.

luv always~cynthia~

wud up?!

2005-04-15T01:34:37Z

wuza bitches? omg 2dai wuz like a fun day @ school . damn i had fun .it wuz all laufs. shyt in 1st hour we were all laufin @ jullian da class nerd. alyssa sits in bak ov me ~n~ she kept talkin bout how much she hates that guy kashif ( he looks like the bear in the big blue house ) ...she sayd if she saw him like in a couple of years in the street walkin she'd run him ova...LMAO. damn dats hate. lol . we had a substitute ~n~ it wuz an old white lady wit like wayyyy 2 much make up on ....omg she had a big pee stain on her ass...lol. we were also talkin bout ms.constanzo's(da spanish teacher) toes. they are so damn nasty ~n~ she actually wears sandals 2 make it worse! ew~ they're like green n shyt. ew. then in second hour we had anotha sub ~n~ we watched a movie n shop but me n sasha was juz talkin bout guys ( like always!) . then in 3rd hour we was doin work in readin and chris ( jillian's bf ) kept doin them hilarious monkey screams . he sounds like he gettin raped. LMAO..anyways in 4th hour i almost got into a fight cuz this guy cursten put his hand on my face ~n~ i was heated so i pushed him off his seat ~n~ threw his book across tha room. so mr.james let me go sit sumwheres else.he knew i looked heated. in 5th hour was science ~n~ dat new guy kareem wuz lookin @ma da whole time. this guy JC told me dat kareem wana ask me out . hes cute but he not my type . hes 2 shy ~n~ shyt . ya'll kno a shy guy neva works wit ME!!!! anyways 6th hour i left early cuz mah mommy wanted 2 juz take me home soon . so i chilled @ home till she got bak 4m work. & now im @ home jzu writin 2 ya'll . well im out..luv always~cynthia~

hey

2005-04-14T04:08:06Z

hey peoples wuzza? im here w/e.im tired.wo0ow im freaked out. im goin 2 jacksonville dis saturday till tuesday ~n~ i wanted 2 chill wit mah friends. damnmit! shyt i was planing on goin 2 da movies this friday ~n~ chillin at da mall on saturday, shyt. and also this guy manny ~n~ me wana meet this weekend and i guess we gon have 2 wait. i reli wana meet sum1 who i connect with cuz damn i miss cuddling and kissing. damn . its just dat im a very affectionate person ~n~ i like 2 have sum1 by ma side 2 be wit me thru wuteva. anyways im here listening to "hold you down" by j.lo~n~ fat joe. dats wun ov ma songs(love it)..its just so sweet u kno? anyways im good. i dunn0 why but @nyt's i be thinkin dat i miss havin a bf ~n~ havin dem late night talks u kno? shyt. i'll be ight thou.......luv always~cynthia~::la nena bella::

latinamami1 @ 2005-04-12T16:24:00

2005-04-12T20:40:52Z

hey peoples wuzza? anyways 2daii wuz fun at school. we have a new kid but heys cute/alright.u know sumwhere in between. umm yea in lunch ...i reli dont understand why we gotta sit boy next to girls. that kid joey keeps looking at me weird like he wana fuck or sutin..ew. anyways.....my life is going good soo far so yea . 2daii im going to church @ 7-8pm. theres ccd and well were mostly goin cuz theyre doin a mass for the pope(RIP POPE) . it kinda hurt me alot when he died cuz im catholic ~n~ we take our stuff seriouzly so dat kinda sux .

things @ school are goin good. cant wait 2 go 2 high school since hey there will be fine guys there.ahhhhh good times.damn ima try 2 join everything i can cuz i wana get a scholarship into UM,ma first choice school. yea i wana be a pediatrician to help kids. i love kids. watch , im prolly gonna have like 1302602060 kids when i get older. ima be like everyones mama.well anyways i wana meet sum1 reli good fa me . lately ive meeting sum fine guys but either they live in hialeah or miami or in plantation. one of them lives in pembroke pines like me but hes retarded n immature. so hey w/e. i got lots of tym cuz hey summer is only 7 weeks away. shyt.during tha summer i travel....im goin to venezuela ~n~ shyt ima take sum pics so US grls know how venezuelan guys look ...cuz they is fine!!! nice skin color ~n~ nice eyes~n~ nice bodies! shyt. ~n~ im most likely fena go to jaxsonville close to georgia. shyt. N fa sho ima be at them clubs in miami. N ima be hitting tha beach N otha places....shyt i go krazi durin the summer.shyt ima be wit ma krazi dominican homegrl margaret N ma homegrl ~sasha~::la cubana loca:: shyt we fena have a great summer b4 high school. i hope sasha stays wit her babi kendrick..

sasha ~n~ kendrick 4eva mama!!!!! luv always, ~cynthia~::la nena bella::

hey

2005-04-11T01:42:07Z

hey im tired. i went 2 a party n chilled wit friends. had fun..cant wait 4 the retreat 2 rub it all in anthony's face......oo yes.joy!
luv always, cynthia

mah peoples

2005-04-10T04:59:45Z

wuzza peoples?im here @ home . im supposed 2 go 2 church 2marow but im lazy....but hey i g2g to GOD"S house! at least i'll see my homegrls. i might chill after church wit them . maybe go 2 lunch . we all paid 4 our retreat for the youth ranch for april 29-may1 which is a whole weekend without parents and wit mah homeboys ~n~ homegrls . of course we fena have them chaperones but my homegrl tryin 2 get her krazi aunt 2 chaperone our cabin so since shes young n cool she'll be str8 n let us do wut we want . she'll join in the fun wit us . hey maybe we'll go 2 the boys cabins n do a prank on them . (we act so krazi ~n~ young!!) wo0ow were so stuopid! ok so w/e. im tired so ima bounce.

latinamami1 @ 2005-04-09T00:18:00

2005-04-09T04:26:13Z

hey poeples wuzza? anyways i didnt go 2 school 2daii cuz i aint felt like it . I basiaclly stayed home ~n~ slept till like 3 which basically is the whole school day . Damn it felt good . I was just chillen watching sum Maury about them ho's not kn owing who they baby daddy's are . They are hoish! i saw this lady ~n~ she told her husband of 11 years dat she cheated on him along time ago ~n~ the kids he thought were his may not be his . well they werent but he still sayd he'd stick wit them cuz he loved them ~n~ shyt . ( crying) .

The church retreat is almots goona finally happen . its gonna be april 29 - may 1. its the whole weekend and it fena be fun cuz ima try 2talk 2 kevin . hes been spotting me and so have i . boys : hwne u look , trust me i know ;). 2nyt i went 2 hollywood boulevard in front of the beach ~n~ walked around wit mah homegrls . got sum numbers ;). fine asz boys was lookin n trust me i was too ( wit their ass's who wouldn't?). damn on our way there ~n~ bakk we spotted sum fine guys driving corvettes , i guess their friends cuz they were all atlkihng to us ~n~ we ended up meeting them there..we drove in bak of them then we got down n walked wit them. i had fun!

luv always :: miaMi'Z nena bella reppin da 954 ::

latinamami1 @ 2005-04-08T00:35:00

2005-04-08T04:54:20Z

hey wuza friends? wo0ow 2daii wuz fun! i was just chillen wit peoples in my classes ~n~ talking about our love lifes. wo0ow mine isn't going bad at all , if u get my drift ( LOL im a freak! ) . Anyways i thought dat in lunch we wud end up in assigned seats but i guess we weren't too loud so they let us stay in our own orders . I talked 2 MS.Delbrune ~n~ i got a course selection sheet 4 Flanagan High School 4 ninth grade~ damn ima have soo0o much fun in high school .

Im so0o0 excited cuz my bday coming up . I might not even go all out like ive dun in da past years but ima do sutin. Maybe like a simple bar-b-que wit alot ov friends , music , food , and games ~n~ shyt . I know we will have fun cuz my friends and I have fun wit just about anything. shyt were so damn krazi! we cud be hearing music ~n~ instantly start 2 dance ~n~ shyt ! Ima also go on a shopping spree to like sawgrass mall for clothes for the summer and high school clothes . You knwo we gotz 2 look good for those fine asz guys .

Hey any questions that ya'll have or if u need advice just ask ok? no problem~ im always here for u ~ unless im wit ma baby kevin then thats a different story . u wud have to wait ur ass till im finished~! wo0ow i cant wait 2 get out of fuckin Pines Middle . shyt i just wana be able to wear wut i want ~n~ not have uniforms no more . It wud be so0o awesome if we the eighth graders cud juz wear jeans ~n~ shyt not juz on fridays cuz hey we have suffered 3 damn years wit uniforms . damn that reli sux! anyways so0o wuts neW? omg i got so0o many guys on my mind since ya'll know im single~ i aint tied down 2 no niqqa @ diz tym so holla if ur a cutie wit alotta bootie! i can flirt around ( and trust me i do! ) wit naybody i want and not worry about cheating on sum1 ( ive dun dat and it kinda feels bad .....O WELL ) .

so wuz reli good? damn im here dowloading ( leagally.....pshhh yea ryt , mah ass bitches! ) songs from j.lo cuz she mah grl . she a ho but hey she works her men . Yo0o i reli need 2 g2 sleep bro . ight ima go ~n~ g2 sleep 4 2marow cuz im fena g2 tha club zombie up in hollywood beach boulevard cuz its teen night bitches! im goin wit ma homegrl sasha dat is krazi as a mother fucker cuz ov course she had to be cuban , were going wit her bf whos 18 ( rape!!!) jp. hes driving us der ~n~ im supposed 2 be meeting his cuzin. hey!! holla at ur nena bella reppin da 305 till ma ass dies!

LUV ALWAYS, :: miaMi'z neNa beLLa ::

wut up ma niqqas!

2005-04-02T05:59:56Z

hey niqqas ~n~ hoes !

yo its april foools day niqqas ~n~ shyt i got the biggest scare from ma homegrl . Shyt! she was messing around sayin she was pregnant ~n~ she didnt know if she was fena get an abortion...OMG. The prank on ma teacher MS.BUTLER didnt work because kristen started laughin like crazy! LOL. we were fena pretend like kristen heard dat jillian (best frends 4eva!) was talkin shyt bout kristen to chris! lol. Kristen was goin to act like she wanted to fight right in front of the teacher , lol. i was gonna do it but i know that i wud start crackin up in front ov jillian so i was like naaaa. damn i was playin' different pranks to different peoples. To my preppy friend Sasha :: la cubana :: well i told her i was not a virgin ~n~ i was pregnant . She actually thought it wuz tru. hell naa! Peoples really scared me 2daii. lol .

Anyways i was supposed ta g2 da movies 2daii 2 watch "Beauty shop" but ma mommmy sayd NOOO (lol) cuz i hadnt dun ma chores last night so i was stuck in the house. But she sayd 2marow i can go out on saturday ...so stick it in haters! ima prolly g2 wit tommy and jillian or w/e . Maybe me ~n~ margaret will chill like :: Krazi hispanics :: but i aunno cuz she gotta g2 her mommys graduation form her college or sumthin. Tommy says he really wana get wit me ~n~ shyt i kinda do too! lol. but im also kinda :: talking :: 2 alex ( he's jamaican wit puerto rican - so fineee~) ~n~ hes juz reli nice . Hey i can always go bakk 2 being a playa! lol. hes jus got alot 2 offer ~n~ i wana know wut hes all about . He calls me evvryday ~n~ we can talk about anything! Im out cuz im bored ~n~ ima talk 2 ma peoples! bye

luv always,

cynthia AKA :: nena bella ::<33

wut up !

2005-03-25T06:01:17Z

yo i just got bak from tha DaDe county fair....damn me ~n~ ma homegrl Margaret (shes a crazy dominican ) went 2 da fair ~n~ yo- we had so0o0o0o much fun ! we got there like right when it started ~n~ we left like at 10pm. Damn we met sum fine niqqas fa sho! One of them even lives in hollywood ~n~ juz moved here from new york niqqa! LMAO~we went crazy up in that bitch! we went on every motha fuckin ride ~n~ shyt. Damn her brother roger gets his license 2marow so shyt u know we fena roll up in the fair next friday or sum shyt. hell yea. yo on tha way back home we met this guy~i saw him cuz i was in the window seat n he kept looking at me n he asked me where we was goin n i sayd pembroke pines n he sayd ooo me n ma homeboys fena go to coconut grove cuz there a club next to the beach . dam he was cute he asked my numba n hell yea i gave it to him . i wrote it down n shyt i got out tha car n gave it to him. shyt. we had reggeaton music pumpin in our car shyt like nobody was lookin. we was fuckin dancing in the car n got a few guys stares shyt. we had so0o0o much fun. u know im goin again like next weekend. theres this guy im "talking " to so i might go wit him n my homegrl n like my homegrls friend who wana get wit her so we'll go on a double date. dat wud be fun 2 go on a double date cuz like we all cud have fun. wo0o0o!!! im soooo excited . damn next time i go ima take like freakin 3 cars full ov my homegrls ~n~ homeboys! shyt! ima get ma whole crew ~n~ go there . damn im sleepy so ima g2 bed!

LUV ALWAYS<3,

cynthia aka la nena bella......<3 u all

yo wut up

2005-03-13T20:13:37Z

yo wut up peoples..im here juz chillen. damn im at home juzz thinkin.damn that kid at school is looking reli good . ya'll know who im talking bout.that kid jose. hes reli cute ~n~ i think he likes me cuz he flirts like "loco" wit me. fa sho. seriouzly.hes cuban ~n~ colombian . i think im ready to start dating after breakin up wit anthony aka tony or jack . damn wut really sux is dat me ~n~ anthony go 2 CCD 2gether ~n~ eva since we started the program (september 04'') shyt he always was on my mind. i know he thinks about me 2 cuz well peoples that go 2 his school be telling me he still dont got a gf cuz he still luvs me ~n~ doesn't know why i broke up wit him.....its been like 3 weeks and we both still dont know why i decided to break up with him.......i just think i need 2 see wuts out there ~n~ not juzs stick to one guy. then if i see that hes the guy 4 me i'll go wit him.....but untill then its party , party, party. i have lotsz ov time cuz shyt ima have alot of parties comin up cuz its almost the end of the year ~n~ im almost goin 2 high school . ima meet alot of guys . shyt they all gon be fine ~n~ ima be able to date older guys that go 2 my school . cuz in middle school they are only like one or 2 years older. DAMN i cant WAIT!!!~~~! shyt

luv always, ~cynthia~ AKa. 954'z Cutie ShoRtYY

wud up!~

2005-02-24T03:09:44Z

yo sup peoples! yo i am going thru a tough time! first of all , i found out that my x alex did sutin messed up , fa sho! then also me n my bf is takin a break.i duno wut wrong but im just in need of help.need sum1 to talk to! plz help friends!luv always!

hey

2005-01-11T02:15:36Z

dam 2day i went bac 2 school n it was good cuz i had missed mah friends but damn my teachers was cranky like wow.shyt.omg report cards come home on friday and the only thing on my mind is the fun ima have on the weekend cuz like i went to all my teachers n wellthey all guaranteed me that i have good grades cuz i been doing reli good.yay! thats reli good cuz i wana be able 2 go out alot.omg i got so many guys after me dat wana get wit me reli bad n well i dunooo wut 2 do.they all tryin 2 draw me in they direction and its reli workin cuz they all got me confused,although i still thinkin bout alex . damn i duno wut he did 2 me but i just get sad when i think about him.i cant believe he got grounded.i still cant believe he hasnt gotten of punishment.i reli cant.wow he must've done more bad things i guess.but hey w/e. im here just chillin-single . i reli cant wait 4 my bday(its like in may)but ima go on either a vacation 2 the carribean which is a cruise, or have a bangign party along with a shopping spree.i reli duno but its looking like im headed towards the party & shopping spree cuz i want new clothes 4 high school cuz u know, i gotta be looking good 4 MCarthur senior high!! they fine ass niqqas are waiting 4 me alredy.i kno alot of them n well they knwo im coming!hey im bored so i gotta go to my friend house-she having a party.bye hoes n pimps!

SUP???

2005-01-04T02:46:39Z

2daii i went 2 dolphin mall n went to the movies wit my 2 friends n went to the mall 2 buy sum victorias secret stuff, we always keep it real. well i had fun n well im caught between alot of guys al at once , n im like overwhelmed cuz i dunno who 2 go 4. im not sure if i shud wait 4 alex cuz like wut if his dad dont let him off punishment 4 a long tym? ima be soo lonely but he is where my tru heart is...but i cant help it if i got needs like a BF!! ok. anyways im here , just chilen thinkin bout a whole bunch of shyt dats going on ryt now..mah 2 weevacation christmas break is going great, im meeting new guys n makin new friends in all the damn parties ive been 2. i'm 4eva missing mah hometown miami cuz ya'll kno dats where i grew up n shyt.all mah life i was living there , now im repping the 954 area code n 4eva repping CRIP 4life. hate bloods!4 those wo dont kno -its a gang! damn retards.repping the hollywood crips 4eva , never bloods.ight well im bored so ima be out.luv always, mucho amor-cynthia~!

latinamami1 @ 2004-12-26T09:45:00

2004-12-27T02:52:52Z

hey peoples, how ya'll doin? well 2day i went to The Swap Sho0p -its a reli big place kinda like a mall. i bought the cutest outfit! its a pink shirt n it says baby gurl or sutin n these capris jeans n it has the pink lining and it has a pink belt that says sexy on the name plate. its reli cute! anyways i also bought them nike bookbags type bags but it says venezuela n it has them lil homie dolls kid wit the flag n shyt. its so cute. also i bought sum phat farms n sum sandals. my lil sister got sum toys -omg she looked adorable walking up and down wit her play baby doll n the stroller for it.she was acting like a real mom.well i had fun n we even rode sum rides that are on the outside where the circus is.anyways, when i got home we took everything inside n rested for a while,n went back to shopping.we went to the mall n bought sum t-shirts 4 me. then we went to kmart cuz my mom needed detergent n stuff n we came out with a whole bunch of shyt.she bought me a set of sheets n a comforter of strawbery shortcake . that lil doll has got me crazy, fa sho.she cute ~! yea so im reli tired when i got home and well jus rested n shyt. i'm happy! omg my friend andi sent me a christmas card wit a bunch of stickers of strawberry shortcake . she soo sweet 2 me.well anyways ima go cuz well im tired ov typin fa ur asses!.jk!luv always, cynthia~!

Merry Christmas Ma Pimps n Bitches~!

2004-12-26T01:41:30Z

hey friends! sup? hey i just came back from a christmas party from my friends when i used ta live in the 305 code..damn i miss that city.so yea, i went to they party n i called alex house n his dad told me he was out wit sum friends.w/e.he sayd he wud tell alex dat i called but i doubt dat he will be able to call me when he get back.w/e.anyways, yea i had a blast , i came back kinda early but its cuz my parents need to drive back n stuff-they such bad peoples!!jk.soo..yea i saw all my exes! yea good tyms cuz we just friends now so i was catching up wit them n they gf's n well i wasnt the onyl single person there.it was also sum guy micheal n well he asked for my number afta we was dancing but i toold him no cuz im waitign 4 sum1 special in my life, i just wish i can have alex when he gets his good grades.i pray to God!! anyways, the party was very close to alex's house n i got urges to go by his house wit my friends who drive but i didnt cuz i just have a feeling when im alone dat we gon be ok.dat soon we gon be in each others arms n we will be so happy dat our relationship will only get stronger. i just keep praying n see how it all works out cuz it has to be by wut God wants.anyways, i got cute christmas gifts.i got like purses, strawberry shortcake dolls n stuff, n alot perfumes like coolwater, glow by j.lo(i had it alredy but hey its good), still by j.lo(the same wit that one), curious by britney spears(she a ho but hey it smells good) , n the beyonce one( i dont feel like lookng for the name ight?) . i love my friends!! from my parents i got sweaters, a shopping spree from victorias secret(YESSSSSS) n from american eagle outfitters(THNX GOD), n from burdines!!!also i got free hair products from ym hairdresser/neighbor, n a leather wallet n keychain from my neighbors daughter! shes so sweet!i also got new sneakers from my mom n a shit load of clothes . N cant 4get makeup!!!! yesss~!! well hey im tired n i gotta get ready for another party, can u belieev dat? i got friends everywhere-wut can i say? i got a house party 2 go to like in 20 minutes so i gotta get ready 2 go ! well pez out n i love ya'll-neva 4get ! im always 4eva luving alex martinez 4m 305 area code! he coming 4m th wonderful island ov Puerto rico! shout out to all mah boricuas out there.ight well i gotta go!!!alex if u reading this-i love you papi n i always will hunni!

HoMe..finally~!

2004-12-23T00:13:57Z

damn ive been shopping the whole day cuz hey ya'll kno me im last minute unless its sum1 special!! shyt i bought my gifts like 10,000 of them...yea pretti much maxed out mah parents credit cards..i was kinda thinkin bout mah babi alex cuz i saw a whole bunch of couples cuz they was buying like jewelry 4 they girlfriends!! shyt man~! well i just hope next christmas that will be me n alex~!... well yea then i bought things 4 my family members..n shyt. omg my lil sister was so happy n curious bout wut we wud buy her. i wud have 2 take her 2 anotha store while they were paying 4 her toys n jewelry n clothes...when they bought me stuf they wud do the same..i wud like go to the food court wit my step dad n shyt. then we got home, ate dinnner n im here..on christmas eve we going out 2 eat n ima wear my black sexii dress wit the pink borders n my cute lil pink heels. well holla back, latina mami 4 sho 4 eva..bye n luv always~!

HeY HoMiEs~!

2004-12-20T01:16:07Z

hey peoples whats up? nutin relii jus chillen like always..everythings all good in the hood and keep the peace in tha middle east. Also omg im soo happy cuz theres a chance dat alex n me will go back out cuz if he gets better grades on the upcoming report card which is the day we come back from christmas break .. he gets off punishment. it'll be my wish come tru.cuz reli - all i want 4 christmas-is my happiness back n thats alex.hes my everything n i reli want him back. if we get back together n we go somewhere or w/e, i reli think i wud start crying in front of him n it wud be reli embarrasing!!!! omg it wud..he'd b there sayin wuts wrong wit chu? i'll b like awwwww i just luv u 2 much baby!!well i reli do.ive neva felt this way bout no1.its kinda scary but at the same tym i kno everything is ok when im wit him.......luv always! ~cynthia~

HeY

2004-12-17T23:14:40Z

hey peoples! wuzza, damn today there was a huge guy at school 2day that is a gang awareness officer. Dayum i didnt know our gangs were such a problem..well hey we have like alot of different gangs. LsK(lakeside killaz) , Latin King boys, BlooDz, Crip , Latin Queen girls, M.O.B and sum more i probly dunoo bout.damn guess wut? my ex bf alex called me a few nights ago n i felt so happy when i saw his name in my caller ID ov my celly. damn i was about 2 scream!! i was about to cry!! anyways he says he misses me n stuff n so do I!! w/e, he says if he gets better grades this report card-he gets off punishment!! he gon get his celli back n gon call me ryt when he can! he so sweet.it made me feel good dat he didnt 4get about me.although i t0ut he had 4g00ten bout me.i was so happy , shyt im still happi! omg me n jillian still in a fight.dat bitch cant fesz up to say we was fightin cuz it wuz her fault. dat stupid mother fucker know she dont want to even talk 2 her cuz she know she will get her ass woop by this ryt her!!damn ive been sick since last friday!! damn ! i relii miss alex , i juz feel like being wrapped in his arms again. pez out, 1~!cynthia!

HoLa PeOpLeS~!

2004-12-10T01:18:26Z

omg these past few weeks ive been sufferin alot yo! u knwo bout the break up ov me n alex well...i dont know if ya'll know ( my homegrls shud kno cuz ya'll knwo everiithang bout me!luv ya'll!) but i have played alot of guys in my life n well u know how dat sayin says " what goes around , comes around" well since i played them guys n God is tryin 2 teach me a lesson not to do it again, he needs to punish me somehow so he hit me the place where it wud've hurt tha most! cuz see, me n alex was tha besr relationship ive had eva cuz we relii opened up to each other. Also we had the best age difference cuz he was a yr older so we could relii connect wit each other.we wud talk so long and we wud talk about absolutely anything n we werent afraid to say embarrasin things cuz we felt like we knew each other so much when relii it was just a month. i neva knew i cud fall in love in just dat short tym period but i guess i fell 4 the game. u relii can fall in love for a month.he went on two trips n we still managed to keep our love going n keepin it strong. so now ur probably thinkin well how can such a perfect couple split>? well leme tell u , school relii is important - now i knwo dat. he started geeitn bad grades n well yea . until this day n forever more i wont forget him but i guess we have to let go...if any of his friends read this plz print it out or sutin n give it to him so he can know how i feel even though we cant do nutin bout it..but hey theres hope in mah heart n tears in mah eyes, so maybe God will hear my prayers at nite n he will grant my wish to get my tru love bak to my arms ....... love ya'll ~cynthia~